Saturday, July 24, 2010

Nothing can be kept a secret forever.

The words come tumbling out of my mouth.
One, by one, each word stabbing you like a knife.
I know I hurt you when I say these things.
I know I annoy you with my constant dramatic torture.
I am aware of what I am doing,But are you aware of your fault?
I didn't fall for you on my own.
Your smooth talking words did the trick.
The way you treated me made me believe it was real.
You should win an award for you performance.
It was believable.
Despite it all, I am glad we remain best friends.
I just want you to know that whenever you need someone I am here for you.
I will be here to listen to you, as I have been the past four months.
I am here for you to get through anything.
Good or Bad.
I will love you forever.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

What the world needs now

is love! Sweet love!

Late night laughs.
Bonfire Air.
Friends sharing secrets.
Carefree spirits.
Summer heat.
Words can not describe my happiness.

Friends are what make everything worth while.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Maybe I need some rehab

Or maybe I just need some sleep...
The high school life has ended.
On to a new beginning.
I plan to make the most of this summer.
No one can stop me.
Drama free.
Endless Bliss.
This summer will be one to remember.
Just try and stop me.
I'll run you over.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

That should be me.


I wish I could just open up to you.
I wish I wasn't so scared to speak to you.
Scared of being hurt...again.
I wish I was the only one that liked you,
The only one that gave you attention.
I wish you were my summer romance.
I wish you were mine.

You must be blind

if you can't see, You'll miss me till the day you die.

You.Are.False.Hope.
Quit being too cute.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Words are flowing out like endless rain

into a paper cup.


The memories of us still linger inside my mind.
What could I have done to fix it?
Why did you have to change?
If you were to stop with your habbits,
would they stop being your friends?

Reality sets in for me.
I want you so bad and yet I still ponder over the thought as to why?
Why should I?
I deserve ten times better,
But I still want you.

You put me through so much,
And I still want you........
Dumb thoughts.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Turn around

I have become the obsessive ex girl friend.
I.need.to.stop.
Why can't I?
Why is it so difficult.
The guy is a complete jerk.

I wish I could spill all his dirty little secrets the world.
I wish girls knew what they were getting involved with.
I wish I could ruin him for good.

Happy days, please come my wayyy!