Monday, November 1, 2010

Four AM shift.

I laid in bed that night not being able to sleep.


I was too excited to fall asleep!


I was afraid that if I fell asleep I would wake up to a reality that I didnt want.


He was too good to be true!



I lay there listening to my clock tick.....wait.


My clock doesnt make that noise......there is someone outside my bedroom.


I lay there, frozen. Trying not to breath for fear it might here me.


......it sounds like rustling.........


*BANG!*


SOMETHING IS IN THE BATHROOM.....or was that the shampoo bottle that slipped....?


Wow, I am overreacting.


Its an old house, of course its going to make noises.



Hours have gone by.


I am still wide awake.


My alarm for work goes off & I hurry out of bed.


I dress warm and head out the door.


As I am pulling out of the drive way I look up at my house.
A chill shoots up my spine as though someone had put ice in my shirt.


There is a man standing inside of my house.


Looking straight at me.


Smiling.


He slaps his hand against my front window & I watch it stick
from the blood that covers it...


He smiles.
Thats when I feel the hands slowly creep around my neck...

Thursday, October 28, 2010

When she dances she goes& goes


I will fly across the stage and show you how I feel
I will point my toes and sway
I will twirl and leap, and land on my heal
I will dance all night and throughout the day
Hold me close and lift me in the air
I want to be able to move with you
Hold me close and dance, and not care
I want to be able to feel you
Lets dance all night
Lets dance all day
Lets not fight
Lets just play
Move your legs, move your arm
Jump ,spin, leap and fly
Move with me and show me your charm
Jump and spin me, please just try

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Big Brother

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard



Have fun in the marines. I miss you...


Monday, October 25, 2010

Love is patient, Love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.




If all friends were as true friends as Lenny& George I think we would all have it going for us.
We need to all love one another for who we are, be patient with each other and be more accepting.



Sunday, October 24, 2010

Dreams feel real while we're in them.

It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange.





( My teenage obsession.)

Friday, October 22, 2010

Second star on the right.


This will be our getaway car.
This will be our ride.

We will go on an adventure,
&drive, drive, drive.

No need for money.
No need for stuff.

We will manage,
even if it does get rough.

Lets get away tonight.
Lets leave right now.

Lets go far, far away.
Lets leave this town.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Hello

I am here.


Right in front of your face.

Right in front of your blue eyes.

Notice me.



Here I stand.

Here in this spot.


Waiting.



Take my hand.

Take all of me.


Hold me close.



Lets create a happy ending.

Lets share a new kind of happiness.


Together.



Hello,

Here I am.


Hi.