Turn around bright eyes.

For the first time, in a long time, I have butterflies.

For the first time, in a long time, I am nervous.

For the first time, in a long time, I am completely confident.

For the first time, in a long time, I am dreaming.

My fingers are crossed...

the lion comes at night.

sometimes do you just watch your phone ring?

do you sit there and listen to it vibrate...over and over?

i do.

sometimes i just don't want to talk.

sometimes i enjoy the silence and the presence of my thoughts.

i still enjoy receiving the texts, listening to the phone ring,

but now and again i need my time...alone.

away from everyone.

its not a depressing state of mind, its more of a time for me to be creative.

its a time for me to escape reality and enter imagination.

in my imagination i can paint and draw pictures.

i can relax and be content.

i can be silent and not feel awkward.

its a time for me to just take everything in.

to breath in the sweet air and organize my thoughts.

paint the wind.

in our lives there is bound to come some pain,

surely as there are storms and falling rain;

just believe that the one who holds the storms will be bring the sun.

schedule open.

i filled my heart full of emptiness for you.

young& bored.

hard work.

sleepless nights.

torturous people.

i will make it to the top.

i will be successful.

i will make this work.

i love beauty school.

i love the people.

i love what i do.

goodbye bored and restless.

hello content and satisfied.

whats up happy future?

______________________________

{you'll be up on your way!}

{you'll be seeing great sights!}

{you'll join the high fliers who soar to high flights!}

{you won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed.}

{you'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead.}

{wherever you fly, you'll be the best of the best.}

{wherever you go, you will top all the rest.}

{-dr.seuss}

forget me not.

Do not think of me when you leave.

Do not think of me when you meet her.

Try to forget me when you whisper the same words to her..." I love you."

Try to forget me when you touch her lips.

Do not compair your happiness with mine.

Do not compair our other half's.

Try and realize things wont be the same.

Try and realize it will never be "us" again.

Do not try and visit me in my dreams.

Do not try and change, just for me.

Try and realize...this is for the best.

Try and realize she is better for you.

Do not haunt me in my thoughts.

Do not taunt me with your words.

Try and realize, this had to happen.

Try and realize it had to end.

Do not torture yourself with thoughts of the past.

Do not frown when you have her.

Try and hold back the pain.

Try and embrace a new life...a new day.

Goodbye my first love.

scissorhands

so instead of going to college this semester i decided to branch out and do something totally different.

i have decided to go to beauty school!

i am extremely excited and i can not wait to get started!

hopefully by the time i finish school i will still have all ten of my fingers...

nerd.

people say that ginger's don't have soles, and apparently its weird to like them...but i secretly have been crushing on these two for years...call me crazy, but i think they both are adorable.

rupert grint: Actor/Artist

prince henry charles albert david of wales (prince harry):
prince/military

modern family.

you don't choose your family. they are God's gift to you, as you are to them.

via: the dreamer little lee: the sweetheart

belle: the pleaser

hannah bamma: the leader

sam i am: the observer

Animal.

I hide my feelings for multiple reasons.

I hide because you left me on my own...to lick my wounds clean.

They wont see what I feel.

I do not regret, I pity.

Pity you are missing out.

Pity you cant see me now.

Stronger.

Healthier.

Wiser.

I respect myself now.

I'm happier now.

I'm sorry you are still stuck in the same rut.

Rotting like an old tree, who's roots are stuck in the ground for good.

My life is good...why can't you, please, just stay out of my dreams?

I'd appreciate it greatly.

Dirt& glitter on the floor.

My life is a Circus.

I'm the entertainer.

I juggle my life around.

I perform the magic tricks.

I cause the accidents.

I walk on the thin lines.

I play with fire.

I wrestle animals.

I tame lions.

I wear the masks.

I'm the freak on display.

I'm the clumsy clown.

My life is a Circus.

Blitz.

Success and money is what we all want.

I believe that in order to gain success, each & everyone of us needs to do what we love the most.

Then we will all be successful and gain the riches we desire.

It doesn't necessarily mean you will be a millionaire, but I believe that happiness is better then being rich. If you are happy with what you are doing, and if it is the right thing to do then you are golden.

Believe in what you are good at and you will gain happiness.