edge.

i want to hug you & never let go.

my heart fell to my stomach when you said those words to me...

never again do i want that feeling...ever.

why are you pushing someone out of your life that truly cares about you?

i just wish you could hear all the words i am too afraid to say...

jazz music.

i wake up after a dream and sometimes just lay there in wonder...

wonder as to why my conscious mind is giving me such dreams, such ideas.

my nightmares usually reflect around what i fear the most...

my guilty pleasures come to life among my wave links...
and my thoughts begin to taunt me...

dreams will always be a funny thing to me,

so instead of thinking to in depth about them...maybe i should just laugh?

jump style.

pot of gold.

everyday with you gets better and better, and i love every second i get to spend with you. i am so blessed to have a best friend/boyfriend like you...i feel like the luckiest girl in the world!

nerd alert.

adorable

plastic rings.

complications.

someday i want to go here...

to see the buildings, meet the people, and hear the accents:)
i would love to just take a few months off of everything and explore EVERYTHING there!

even though i havent been there yet... i dont think its to crazy to state that its one of my most favorite places in the world

dusty roads.

six more days!

indian leather.

name tags.

i never thought id become one of "those girls"

the one that obsesses over her boyfriend...

who talks about him 24/7.

but in all reality, no one can judge.

we all obsess over something, or someone.

and i daily listen to people talk about their obsessions 24/7.

and only people who are, or have been, in love can really understand me...

its such a new feeling for me...such a happy thing that i just cant help but share my happiness with the world!

he is utterly amazing.

waterfalls

i just got the last two tickets for the premiere at 12:01am!

i'm so pumped!

wonderfulness.

hjdhfskadhas i can't wait:)

july 15

i just want a break...

one long summer break...

to just get away from work, school, and the same boring routines...

i would love to get away for, at least, a week...

and when i say "get away" i mean leave this state.

i would love to just relax

i feel like i blog about this a lot...but this time i want it more than ever.

pirates vs. ninjas.

ugh, vampire.

he is amazing

chalk.

if you bought me this..

you'd be my most favorite person

in the whole wide world!

_________________________________

ever wonder if the people who appear in your dreams are dreaming about the same thing...?

flash mob

people say hate is a strong word...

but so is love,

and people throw that around like its nothing.....

green carpet.

do you ever just want to lay there and not do a thing...not one thing?

you lay there not wanting to talk to anyone or think of anything.

the feeling of just laying there and letting every inch of your body

relax is exhilarating.

you think of wonderful things and dream about having a perfect life.

you sleep to kill time, so that the bad day goes away.

you hope to awake to a child, not an adult, not having to make difficult decisions.....

pink vase

when i was little i used to watch a video that contained many of these cartoons on them....
this one creeped me out the most and still does.....
its morbid...

painted skin.

happy birthday "gone with the wind"

guess who's playing freddy.

lately ive been wanting change...
everyday seems to be ritual...
i'm getting anxious and i want to go on an adventure.
i want to just leave fargo for a couple days...maybe even weeks
and just figure my life out.
what if what i am becoming isnt really what i should be?
what if i am supposed to be out there, in the world, doing something
completely different with my life...

decisions are scary...i hate being an adult.

floral pillows.

and in the end...its not distance that ruins a relationship, its doubt.

so baby please don't doubt.

i want to be your favorite hello, and your hardest goodbye.

i need to change my feet.

i would {love} to meet these guys

paramount.

ahhh, yeahhh

lucky charms

can we freeze time and stay like this for awhile?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i want one

caps lock.

you can take off the mask that you have worn for so long.

i'm not going to hurt you.

the secrets we have kept from each other can be laid out amongst us.

i'm not going to judge you.

lets break down these walls we have built around us together.
lets build a bridge for each other.

i'm not going to leave you.

i'm not going to forget you...

painted eyebrows

to live in an apartment over looking this would be ideal.

to live in a place where people are always coming and going

and music and conversation fills the air would be beautiful.

shades

back to red

dream catcher.

hold your breath.

make a wish.

count to three... come with me, and you'll be

in a world of pure imagination

take a look
and you'll see

open arms

i am strongly against child abuse and 100% for adoption.

no child should have to live in fear or live a lonely life.

every child deserves the right to be happy.

red button.

this summer i hope to ride a board like a pro

....actually i just hope i can, at least, stand on one.

black pearl.

i really dont care anymore... i'm over it and just want to be happy

with you...

and i want everyone to stay out of it...

and i want it to all be forgotten...

paint splatters.

whats the point in pursuing a guy who is already in a relationship?

i honestly do not get it....

he was a punk, she did ballet.

Cody is planning to teach me how to skateboard this summer...i'm so pumped!

black plates.

"Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted?
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "I just don't care"?

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way? "

knees up

adorable

prince harry was looking smashing, as always;)