midnight

When the clock strikes midnight the new year begins!

I can honestly say I am so excited to leave this year behind and to start all over.

This year I left high school and entered the world of college.

I left all the stupid drama, the immature friends, and the easy life.

I am moving towards a brand new beginning and am glad to leave a bunch of things in the past.

Those memories will lay in the back of my mind, stored away and almost forgotten.

I plan to have a brand new outlook on life and I plan to make every day count!

Lets start this new year off right, and begin it with the people we love the most!

Happy 2011

stay on yo side

Its funny how things can change so quickly.

One moment you're happy, the next you are completely sad.

Why do we do that to ourselves?

Its funny how things never stay the same.

I change.

You change.

We all change.

So quickly...within a blink of an eye...nothing appears to be the same.

I want it to freeze..then rewind....then stay that way, for a very long time.

strawberry fields.

i want it to be plain, simple,& beautiful.

i want it to happen.

i want to trust it...

Care.

I'm for adoption.

Throw glitter

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect.

It means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

I assure you, I could care less.

There comes a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone

and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up.

It's realizing you don't need certain people

and the drama they bring.

Lately I get so tired of girls creating drama.....we are in college now ladies. Why can't they be like the guys...they call each other one thing and forget about it seconds later. Who really cares anymore? Just forget about the pointless drama and move on. Be happy. True friends should accept what you have to say and embrace it for a moment, then work with it in a friendly manner.True friends should be there for you no matter what...

little bird

What if I was to look at life upside down?

Would I gain a completely different view on things?

Would my life do a 180 on me and start to completely change?

What if I looked at life from a different view?

Author of the moment

My past mistakes have made me who I am today.

If I could go back in time I would have redone many things.

Many, Many, Many things.

People are always saying that you should live with no regrets,

I think that all depends.

I think that when people have to make decisions they should ask themselves,

" Would I regret this?"

I never always asked myself that question...I wish I would have.

I plan on making this new year one that counts.

A good one.

So far I am onto a good start!

I just hope that through all of these decisions I have been making,

that you were the best one yet....

I hope you will be worth it...

Knock on wood!

Conquer my heart.

I dreamt I was lying in my bed and white hands attached to no one came and attacked me.

Grabbing my arms& legs.

Covering my mouth, so no one could hear me scream.

These hands crawled all over my body and attacked me.

They held a firm grip& refused to let go.

I laid there helpless...

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I fear for my life that this will happen to me.

That something will happen & I will have no control over it...

That no body will hear me scream...

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I want so badly to trust you.

To let you know my secrets, to let myself be honest with you.

I want to forget this dream, these thoughts.

I want to be happy.

I am trying.

I am trying really hard to make this work.

Trust me.

Strange.

"And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms"

You still haunt my thoughts.

I regret you completely.

I wish I never met you and I wish I could take it all back.

I hope you drown in your mistakes& lies.