Sunday, May 23, 2010

That should be me.


I wish I could just open up to you.
I wish I wasn't so scared to speak to you.
Scared of being hurt...again.
I wish I was the only one that liked you,
The only one that gave you attention.
I wish you were my summer romance.
I wish you were mine.

You must be blind

if you can't see, You'll miss me till the day you die.

You.Are.False.Hope.
Quit being too cute.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Words are flowing out like endless rain

into a paper cup.


The memories of us still linger inside my mind.
What could I have done to fix it?
Why did you have to change?
If you were to stop with your habbits,
would they stop being your friends?

Reality sets in for me.
I want you so bad and yet I still ponder over the thought as to why?
Why should I?
I deserve ten times better,
But I still want you.

You put me through so much,
And I still want you........
Dumb thoughts.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Turn around

I have become the obsessive ex girl friend.
I.need.to.stop.
Why can't I?
Why is it so difficult.
The guy is a complete jerk.

I wish I could spill all his dirty little secrets the world.
I wish girls knew what they were getting involved with.
I wish I could ruin him for good.

Happy days, please come my wayyy!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Lets get these teen hearts beating faster

I cling.
To pointless things.
To things that will never happen again.
Why did I fall for you so hard?
I thought about you today.
The way you would bite your bottom lip
and give me that smirk.
Too cute for words.
Then that day came where you decided to change.
I met you at a wrong time in your life.
I hope you drown in your drinks.
I hope you enjoy being the circus entertainer at parties,
because that's all you will be....

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

One day I'll fly away

Leave all to yesterday.

Love seemed like an innocent word to use.
Its four letters and has multiple meanings, how bad can it be?
Once I used that word the word "trust" seemed to follow it...
Trust and Love.
One day I discovered I had lost the word "trust" and "love" decided to follow it.
I hope to find those two words one day...

Goodbye my almost lover...
So long my closest friend...